After some serious thoughts and being "BETRAY" by her 2 times...she had blow up her last chance of trust i've given her. So , today is the day where i announce here that Eric & C(ro-g) are NO LONGER friend from this seconds onwards
I do not feel sad...instead there is a calmness inside my mind as i've already mentally prepared that she will play me out the 2nd time..sure enough it did happen as expected. I Use some extra $ to test out her real character is certainly worth the effort..Totally cannot be trusted at all. I do understand and 100% give up now. Yes , no more tutning back this time for real.
As due respect , i shall not reveal who is C(ro-g) even though i should take my revenage for what had happen , just forget it lah~Tell you the truth , i did enjoy to have good feeling towards her past few weeks...so will not hurt her further. Just wish her good lucks , all d best and lets move on our individual lives from here now...
This is my FINAL sms :
C(ro-g) , i have try very hard to save our friendship but this time i totally failed. OK, i accept your decision to stop both our friendship from now onwards. Thank you so much to put a STOP to this un-healthy relationship before .....xxx@### (too personal to reveal here). I will not go your house disturb your family. This is my very last & final sms to you. Take care yourself ,Eric will miss you ....
Let me have this last opportunity to apologise to you for not treating u as my valued friend since day 1 i know you.
" I AM VERY SORRY , C(ro-g)" ~
Farewell , may we not meet or talk again forever...
Finally , this case is considered closed from here
I hope C(ro-g)'s group of friends can help me take good care of her since i'm no longer available.
Now, i depend on you gals, ok ~ thank you in advance & sorry for all the inconvenience caused.
This is the the very last time i menation about C(ro-g) inside my blog here..bye bye dear dear!
What is left behind are just our sweet memories of the good times that we once shared together~
I will never forget that special moment , thank you so much for everything. (XIE XIE NI)
I've been calling and talking to C(ro-g) everyday for almost 1.5 months now..suddenly tomorrow need to live my life without talking her is challenging to me , no choice wor..i need to adapt & adjust my lifestyle again and go on ~ lol. A FINAL appreciation to C(ro-g) for being such a wonderful girl ever leave a space inside my heart - that natural feel , Yeah ! I just LOVE it !!
Too bad , we cannot make it in the end, haha
Saturday, March 29, 2008
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Friday, March 28, 2008
Happening at Food Court
Today while eating my lunch at sun plaza food court , 2 things happen !
(1) The cleaner auntie who's job is to clear the plates and wipe the table was careless. She went back to her collection station there and accentally knocked over her mop. the mop handle falls over and just miss a male custmer who s sittng there eating nearby.
Wondering what happen if the mop had actually HIT him on his head , lol
(2)The whole place is very crowded cuz its lunch time (peak). I manage to find a table wih 4 empty seats.. and i start eating my rice + pig organ soup...yummy ~ the soup is nice. suddenly a very pleaseant looking young girl come to me and ask me politely if she can share the same table. She was in her mid 20s. I say ok ...funny thing happen !
* is seats
~~~~
~~~~ is table
X is me
Y is her
Usually , peopel does not sit in front directly of you (if they share table)
* Y
~~~~
~~~~
X *
BUT this girl she sit DIRECTLY facing me ~~
Y *
~~~~
~~~~
X *
Anyway, she bought noodle to eat , a very large bowl. So i'm curious how can a young lady eat so BIG a bowl of noodle and i talk to her. She is very friendly but she does't understand English. Oh i see ,she told me she is from China and in 4 months times , her 2 years permit over,,she is going back to her country. She shared wih me some China story and we chit chat abit while eating.
She is a very friendly lady
After eating i rush to choa chu kang to meet up X and her 3 good buddies ..I surprise them by saying out their names even though i first time meet them ..haha
(i got special power? no lah..actually i got read their blog..hehe ..lol)
C(ro-g) has her 3 tests today (A-Math,E-Math and Physic)
So , i would like to wish her good luck in getting high marks ~ Jia You !!
While travelling back in MRT ,i actually fall asleep !! and i wake up at Yishun station..lol
Quickly get off the train and go back to Sembawang station..really tired wor
Tonight need to go work at 11pm until 7am...so boring
Oh yes , I bought 3 wii games last night , and that add my collection to 13 wii games now..wow
I cannot believe I had spent close to $2000 just for this nintendo wireless console - Wii ,haha
Later got time then i take pictures of these 14 games and post up here to share with everybody , ok
(1) The cleaner auntie who's job is to clear the plates and wipe the table was careless. She went back to her collection station there and accentally knocked over her mop. the mop handle falls over and just miss a male custmer who s sittng there eating nearby.
Wondering what happen if the mop had actually HIT him on his head , lol
(2)The whole place is very crowded cuz its lunch time (peak). I manage to find a table wih 4 empty seats.. and i start eating my rice + pig organ soup...yummy ~ the soup is nice. suddenly a very pleaseant looking young girl come to me and ask me politely if she can share the same table. She was in her mid 20s. I say ok ...funny thing happen !
* is seats
~~~~
~~~~ is table
X is me
Y is her
Usually , peopel does not sit in front directly of you (if they share table)
* Y
~~~~
~~~~
X *
BUT this girl she sit DIRECTLY facing me ~~
Y *
~~~~
~~~~
X *
Anyway, she bought noodle to eat , a very large bowl. So i'm curious how can a young lady eat so BIG a bowl of noodle and i talk to her. She is very friendly but she does't understand English. Oh i see ,she told me she is from China and in 4 months times , her 2 years permit over,,she is going back to her country. She shared wih me some China story and we chit chat abit while eating.
She is a very friendly lady
After eating i rush to choa chu kang to meet up X and her 3 good buddies ..I surprise them by saying out their names even though i first time meet them ..haha
(i got special power? no lah..actually i got read their blog..hehe ..lol)
C(ro-g) has her 3 tests today (A-Math,E-Math and Physic)
So , i would like to wish her good luck in getting high marks ~ Jia You !!
While travelling back in MRT ,i actually fall asleep !! and i wake up at Yishun station..lol
Quickly get off the train and go back to Sembawang station..really tired wor
Tonight need to go work at 11pm until 7am...so boring
Oh yes , I bought 3 wii games last night , and that add my collection to 13 wii games now..wow
I cannot believe I had spent close to $2000 just for this nintendo wireless console - Wii ,haha
Later got time then i take pictures of these 14 games and post up here to share with everybody , ok
Thursday, March 27, 2008
A crazy day
SNAKE
There's SNAKE @ the coffee shop !! Its right underneath the table ...haha ~ Oh , just a sticker cobra...lol
Just a silly little joke lah
Don't scold me huh .. =.=
2nd fun sight (Heavy load)
Nearby Yishun MRT , a mother and daughty was carrying alot of NTUC platics filled with grocceries. Mother was also carrying a umbralla.
Then suddenly both of them placed the items packs on the floor and use the umbralla as a "carrying stick" they slot each plastic handles into the unbralla and each of them carry the umbralla on 1 end with all the barang barang hang on the
center of the umbralla.
X1 ==+ + + == X2 (they carry the umbralla this way ..sorry , forget to take picture)
X1 is Mother
X2 is Daughter
== is umbralla
++ is packets of grocceries
CRAZY Girl approach Eric
Inside MRT on the way to work ..playing psp on the way. then hear a soft voice say "pls..pls..help..give me $...mmm ~~" I turn my head to the right, its a black shirt girl wearing a short . She got long hairs and look messy and dirty. A chinese girl in her early 30+
She was begging 2 middle aunties to give her $ inside the train. I was sitting on the coorner of the seat. The aunties tell her that she unable to help , and this is not a permanent solution for her , then both of them get off in the next station. Then she go approach a malay young chap , he quickly walk away. She then sit to a young girl and start begging again.the young girl say want to report Police make the crazy girl so scare , she knee on the floor say "pls ..no ,,no..no police"
I can hear and "see" all these beside playing psp ..lol
Then she sit next to me , i also don't care..just concentrate on my psp gaming..suddenly she put her hand on top of my bag wants to open up the zip...and start mumming to me ..."pls ...m...help me ..$" WTF !! i become her target!!
Quickly , stand up and walk to the nearest exit door and stand there ,...never look at her and continue to play my game. Next station arrive my destination, i drop off from the train.
What a CRAZY encounter...luckily i place my bag on top of my lap. If not , i think she wil un-zip my pants instead !! SIAO WOMAN !!
NEW day , NEW Eric
Last night play psp until very late ~ 2am . Benson also send him to bed at around 11pm (so late de). Over the entire night , he did not sleep well , keep making noise
When wake up , about to get ready for school ~ he keep crying say "VERY TIRED " and wanted to go back to sleep. I tried to push him to go school but failed !! He is really really tired . okay then put him back to sleep and skip 1 day class. Call up the class teacher and explain the absence reason.
Next time must put him to bed early to avoid such incident again. (lesson learned)
*****
I suppose to go to work by 11am , end up i have to change my plan . Only go back company to attend the meeting at 2pm. Oh just anoher update , c(ro-g) 's brother had already bought her the manga book 2 (guess that i am late .lol) Nevermind, i will bring the book and return back to the store , lucky still got keep the receipt
--> Most imporant is c(ro-g) got her completed collection from 1 to 6
I am commited to lead a HAPPY and PEACEFUL life from today !!
This remind of a cute incident when i go packed dinner last night at the coffee shop. Packed
"hau-fan"kwei tiao and hong kong noodele(my favourite). super long Q , alot of people waiting. While waitng , the store assisatnt man saw a little 2-3 yrs old boy - there stared at him blur blur like that...he take out from behind his store a small press bell ...then bring it in front to the little boy's face ,,,and play wih the press bell .."TING ! TING >>TING~~"
The stall man had a very bright smile while playing with the kid and the samll boy also was laughng very happily ~~~ "haha ..."
This scene embedded into my memory ..YES !! i want to be happy just like the boy and the stall man ~ this is the real meaning to lead a meaningful and fruitful LIFE !!
When wake up , about to get ready for school ~ he keep crying say "VERY TIRED " and wanted to go back to sleep. I tried to push him to go school but failed !! He is really really tired . okay then put him back to sleep and skip 1 day class. Call up the class teacher and explain the absence reason.
Next time must put him to bed early to avoid such incident again. (lesson learned)
*****
I suppose to go to work by 11am , end up i have to change my plan . Only go back company to attend the meeting at 2pm. Oh just anoher update , c(ro-g) 's brother had already bought her the manga book 2 (guess that i am late .lol) Nevermind, i will bring the book and return back to the store , lucky still got keep the receipt
--> Most imporant is c(ro-g) got her completed collection from 1 to 6
I am commited to lead a HAPPY and PEACEFUL life from today !!
This remind of a cute incident when i go packed dinner last night at the coffee shop. Packed
"hau-fan"kwei tiao and hong kong noodele(my favourite). super long Q , alot of people waiting. While waitng , the store assisatnt man saw a little 2-3 yrs old boy - there stared at him blur blur like that...he take out from behind his store a small press bell ...then bring it in front to the little boy's face ,,,and play wih the press bell .."TING ! TING >>TING~~"
The stall man had a very bright smile while playing with the kid and the samll boy also was laughng very happily ~~~ "haha ..."
This scene embedded into my memory ..YES !! i want to be happy just like the boy and the stall man ~ this is the real meaning to lead a meaningful and fruitful LIFE !!
Welcome back - Eric
Wake up , on my hp saw a sms from c(ro-g) and read her blog...the stuffs that she wrote had really wake me up and help pull me out from Darkness world. Suddenly i feel inner peace and lots of calm. Its just lke reborn to a new Eric once again !! Yahoo ~~ the uneasy feel is gone , finally !!
I shall closed the 2 cases here for both "R" and "C"...all of them still my friends no matter what ,why make life so miserable and un-comfortable...haha
Actually "C" = c(ro-g) lah...mystery reveal ..lol
Here's my super long sms to c(ro-g) to apologise to her and thanks her for all the help.
"Given a last chance , i promise to treat you with respect & care for u from today. that $xx pizza take it as my treat for my apology and i owe u 1 kfc original meal. C(ro-g) , i am feeling happy , peace and calm inside my mind now - your replied sms and posted blog really help wake me up alot. Thank you , c(ro-g). It is bad lesson for me to learn. I know i have also hurt you in some way & i shall not do such things again ok. Take it as we juz get to know today ~ reborn, everything start here from scratch...I promise to put effort for our friendship to grow. I will continue to msg you daily "talking" to you. c(ro-g) , i shall be patience waiting for u to call & tell me that u have accept & forgive me. I am willing to wait for yr response to me. It really feel good
to b the original Eric once again ! THX u for bringing me out from Darkness ~ u juz save my spiritual life !! XIE XIE NI , c(ro-g) u also jia yu for your studies huh "
I AM SORRY , c(ro-g) .. Lets start all over again from nows onwards..okay ?
I shall closed the 2 cases here for both "R" and "C"...all of them still my friends no matter what ,why make life so miserable and un-comfortable...haha
Actually "C" = c(ro-g) lah...mystery reveal ..lol
Here's my super long sms to c(ro-g) to apologise to her and thanks her for all the help.
"Given a last chance , i promise to treat you with respect & care for u from today. that $xx pizza take it as my treat for my apology and i owe u 1 kfc original meal. C(ro-g) , i am feeling happy , peace and calm inside my mind now - your replied sms and posted blog really help wake me up alot. Thank you , c(ro-g). It is bad lesson for me to learn. I know i have also hurt you in some way & i shall not do such things again ok. Take it as we juz get to know today ~ reborn, everything start here from scratch...I promise to put effort for our friendship to grow. I will continue to msg you daily "talking" to you. c(ro-g) , i shall be patience waiting for u to call & tell me that u have accept & forgive me. I am willing to wait for yr response to me. It really feel good
to b the original Eric once again ! THX u for bringing me out from Darkness ~ u juz save my spiritual life !! XIE XIE NI , c(ro-g) u also jia yu for your studies huh "
I AM SORRY , c(ro-g) .. Lets start all over again from nows onwards..okay ?
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Break or Friend ??
Until now . i am still having that restless mind ...and uneasy feel within me (really suck to the core !) Life is full of surprises ...i'm not expecting any reply from "R" anymore ...but he reply !!
I'm expecting C(ro-g) to call me ...but she didn't !!What a irony in life , don't you agree ...i also cannot beleive this type of thing can happen wor
in fact received 3 sms from "R" -- > REALLY SURPRISE !!
"Yes Eric ? Just send me sms ok. What's up ? "
"I will let you know , if i can get leave on that day ok. How have you been doing so far ? Makan already ?"
"Relax. Calm down Eric ! What's bothering you anyway. Work ? "
At least got communicate , not bad ...maybe this friendship got hope de..wait 2 weeks time see how
I send 5 sms and make 5 seperate calls to C(ro-g) -> NO CALL /NO SMS
--> REALLY SURPRISE !!
.... Don't know what to say about this ...anyway , my patient deadline is until Monday 12 mid -night. At least give her time to coll down and consider about our friendship...if by then really BREAK ...alos no more regret lah
This is my sms send in the evening :
"C(ro-g) ,sorry for all today's miss calls from me (confirm no more call again) tomorrow also will send last sms to u after deliver book 2 to your house. If by next monday 12 mid night i still do not receive any "thank you" call/sms -confirm 100% break relationship. If you want pay back $xx. u can contact me by monday. I do not want to keep this friendship anymore if you do not value it. No meaning to continue if u take me for granted. BREAK OR FRIEND ?U decide ! I will not feel guilty or regret anything. U owe me a agreement yet to settle ~ can u live in peace ? Its your call now . "
Until now i update this blog..i still DO NOT get any response ...i believe the answer is very clear now ..lol ...nevermind lah, wait ntil Monday mid night see how loh
Tuesday morning then make official announcement loh (if applicable)
If anyone simply just make use of you for their needs/wants only ...i don't think this type of friends is worth to keep... Morever , what do you think of anyone who can "BETRAY" you to wait 2 hours just for nothing...If its friends will not treat you this way de... TRUE Friends do not hurt you , instead they help you ! I believe you agree this too !!
I'm expecting C(ro-g) to call me ...but she didn't !!What a irony in life , don't you agree ...i also cannot beleive this type of thing can happen wor
in fact received 3 sms from "R" -- > REALLY SURPRISE !!
"Yes Eric ? Just send me sms ok. What's up ? "
"I will let you know , if i can get leave on that day ok. How have you been doing so far ? Makan already ?"
"Relax. Calm down Eric ! What's bothering you anyway. Work ? "
At least got communicate , not bad ...maybe this friendship got hope de..wait 2 weeks time see how
I send 5 sms and make 5 seperate calls to C(ro-g) -> NO CALL /NO SMS
--> REALLY SURPRISE !!
.... Don't know what to say about this ...anyway , my patient deadline is until Monday 12 mid -night. At least give her time to coll down and consider about our friendship...if by then really BREAK ...alos no more regret lah
This is my sms send in the evening :
"C(ro-g) ,sorry for all today's miss calls from me (confirm no more call again) tomorrow also will send last sms to u after deliver book 2 to your house. If by next monday 12 mid night i still do not receive any "thank you" call/sms -confirm 100% break relationship. If you want pay back $xx. u can contact me by monday. I do not want to keep this friendship anymore if you do not value it. No meaning to continue if u take me for granted. BREAK OR FRIEND ?U decide ! I will not feel guilty or regret anything. U owe me a agreement yet to settle ~ can u live in peace ? Its your call now . "
Until now i update this blog..i still DO NOT get any response ...i believe the answer is very clear now ..lol ...nevermind lah, wait ntil Monday mid night see how loh
Tuesday morning then make official announcement loh (if applicable)
If anyone simply just make use of you for their needs/wants only ...i don't think this type of friends is worth to keep... Morever , what do you think of anyone who can "BETRAY" you to wait 2 hours just for nothing...If its friends will not treat you this way de... TRUE Friends do not hurt you , instead they help you ! I believe you agree this too !!
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