A special gift

I was rude and calculative towards c(ro-g). I have realise my mistake now for havving such a noob attitude. As part of my apology , here's the special gift for you ...Saiyuki Reload Manga (book 2 , english version)

I went to few places then manage to get this book 2. wonderng why book 2 so short of stock ? Anyway, my effort does pay when i finally found it !! Yeah , mission achieved !

This is the book 2 that you miss out in your collecton from 1-6 . I hope we can meet up soon to hand this manag gift over to you for your pleasure reading

"Whatever i do , i do it for you !"

How about you, ask yourself do you value our friendship ?

A surprise SMS

Did not expect "R" to sms or return anymore $ (in fact , had given up hope for this friendship already)

I go out of the house to go fetch Benson , But i forgot to bring my hp out. Nevermind lah , not expecting any important call , so its okay

suddenly...when i return back home , i was surprise to see a msg from "R". I really never expect him to response anymore ..

"Hello Eric..sorry to tell you that i'm working today and we are not able to meet . Bad news I lost my wallet last few days , I am telling you the truth Eric ! I need to replace m new IC , lost $40 , POSB atm card and others too. I need you to giveme another 2 more weeks to pay your $600 , is it ok ? Hope you are doing fine with your family. Take care of yourself..."

This is my reply back :

Ok ,shall we meet on XXX for a simple dinner then you can pass to me cash $600 , is it ok for you , "R" ?

So it is set another new date , to settle the $ 2 weeks later...Will "R" pay back as what he promise this time ? or is it just another "Time delay for you to forget" old trick? Lets cross our finger...and see what happen next.

i have learned "how NOT to be STUPID"

Send Benson to nursery , was late for 1-2 minutes and the door is close. Another parent also bring her boy there...so when the teacher open the door , only saw me and let benson go in. She did not saw the other parent and boy ..then close the door knocking into the boy's head lightly !!

Wow ...the Malay teacher qickly apologise to that mother , lol
Lucky her boy was not badly hurt .


Then receive a call from Gary ~ ask to go out for a cup of ice barkley (he exlain weather is hot and heaty , drink barkley is good)..okay , i got some time and he come Yishun fetch me and we go woodlands (Vista Point) coffee shop for some drink and chit chat.

Then he send me back to Sembawang.

I have send a reminder to "R" ask him to settle the $ , if he still sincere to do so by today. Otherwise , tomorrow he will receive a FINAL msg from me , to break off the friendship ~ this type of friend throw is better...cannot be trusted at all !! (just forget it)

As for "C" , after being played out by her waitng 2 hours for nothing...i have been thinking of this friendship too. KEEP or THROW ??

I decide to KEEP and be patience with her ...(maybe i more patient with lady ? hehe..)
I stil value her friendship ,despite what she had done to me (fly aeroplane ?)

Never mind ~ forgive and forget loh ` but next time meet up , i have to be more careful so that will not wasted anymore time waiting for nothing

What i have learned..

I have learned not to anyhow take out $$ to help anymore..For beng kind or whatever nonsence reasons ... it doesn't pay.

Sorry to say that if there is nothing beneficial (or nothing to gain) to myself , i will never do it anymore ..WHATEVER agreement/promise , need to settle & deal on the spot - TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT !! (cannot depend on TRUST anymore) Otherwise in the end the one get hurt always end up myself ...help others but never help myself , so stupid !Finally Eric had grow and wake up , at last ~

I must not be ANGRY

"Eric..You must not be ANGRY...ok ?"
~ I Keep telling myself inside my head...keep repeating ...stay relax , think postive..it is very hard , very emo , mixed feeling inside me ..what had happen ?

2 really bad things happen to me today.......When you kind to people , others always "BULLY" and take advantage of you...talking about true friendship nowsaday.. *sign* hard to find de !

(1)
A friend of mine - "R" , few months ago borrow $1200 to help out his family crisis. I trust him and lend it to him cuz friends should always help each other when in need right ? then beginning of this month ,he agre to pay $600 by 25 march , and $600 next month. So i wait and trust his word since he promise me on this date..end up i'm being Betray by him !! ..."R" totally avoid my call and went disappear !! What about the trust ?? its all bull shit ! ...what kind of friendship is this ??? So sad such a thng can happen,,,i help him , he just run away ..

(2)
Then on same day , suppose to meet another friend - "C" at Sembawang MRT at 2.30pm sharp. We had arrange to meet up and then go for KFC meal. Arrangement had been a week ago.
I was there at 2.15pm , i wait...wait ...then received a sms "on the way" (good , C is coming) after like waiitng for half an hour...C is late ! nvm , as long can come as agree , then still okay.

1 hour passed...1.5 hours passed..."Where are you" another message from C. I reply say wait at control room outside...see noone there...i continue to wait until 2 hours..Where are you , C ?? WHAT happen ?? why make me wait 2 hour , then you also just disappear ??? Call your hp also dun want answer ??? What have i done to derserve this ?? this is a 2nd major blow to me ~~ i almost broke down in emo...so sad , so angry , so hated those friend who broke thier trust and promise ...those who take me for granted ...i am like a stupid fool

NEVER-MIND !!!! Eric , you must stand STRONG , ok . Don't treat yourself too hard (life is already so tough) ...just be HAPPY ..YEAH ~
Why should i feel sad and bad about all these ? Those who broke their promise and trust should feel ashame themselves..

Eric will move on and take this opportunity to learn more about life , about the meaning of friendship. It is a growing experience for me within me . For those who HURT Eric , i Thank you for the life experience you've given to me..i will not balame you// i will live stronger than before .

Eric , you must not CRY , you must not be ANGRY ...everythign happen for a reason , cause & effect . .it's just part of your life ...i will take it as it is


Special Moments...

On the way to work...saw 2 "special" stuffs along the way :

(1)
IT was drizzling outside and weather is cold..saw a middle-age mother pushing a stroller (inside with a baby)...she placed the entire umbralla on top of the stroller to ensure babay is dry...while herself is wet ..Wow , this is indeed a great Mother's LOVE !

(2)
A Indian man was walking towards me along the pavement..(from a far distance ) i notice that he do not have his left arm !! While we walk towards each other , then i start to smile to myself and slightly knock my own head..haha.

the Indain man walk past me , his left arm placed behind his back !!! Oh my eye play trick on me ...from far away is like no arm like that ..lol

Picture Times ...

Nata Fun Packaging with "BIG MOUTH" man ?




KFC fomula..




UFO Ballons attack our Company's office ?
~ in celebration of 30th anniversary