.: I must not be ANGRY

"Eric..You must not be ANGRY...ok ?"
~ I Keep telling myself inside my head...keep repeating ...stay relax , think postive..it is very hard , very emo , mixed feeling inside me ..what had happen ?

2 really bad things happen to me today.......When you kind to people , others always "BULLY" and take advantage of you...talking about true friendship nowsaday.. *sign* hard to find de !

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A friend of mine - "R" , few months ago borrow $1200 to help out his family crisis. I trust him and lend it to him cuz friends should always help each other when in need right ? then beginning of this month ,he agre to pay $600 by 25 march , and $600 next month. So i wait and trust his word since he promise me on this date..end up i'm being Betray by him !! ..."R" totally avoid my call and went disappear !! What about the trust ?? its all bull shit ! ...what kind of friendship is this ??? So sad such a thng can happen,,,i help him , he just run away ..

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Then on same day , suppose to meet another friend - "C" at Sembawang MRT at 2.30pm sharp. We had arrange to meet up and then go for KFC meal. Arrangement had been a week ago.
I was there at 2.15pm , i wait...wait ...then received a sms "on the way" (good , C is coming) after like waiitng for half an hour...C is late ! nvm , as long can come as agree , then still okay.

1 hour passed...1.5 hours passed..."Where are you" another message from C. I reply say wait at control room outside...see noone there...i continue to wait until 2 hours..Where are you , C ?? WHAT happen ?? why make me wait 2 hour , then you also just disappear ??? Call your hp also dun want answer ??? What have i done to derserve this ?? this is a 2nd major blow to me ~~ i almost broke down in emo...so sad , so angry , so hated those friend who broke thier trust and promise ...those who take me for granted ...i am like a stupid fool

NEVER-MIND !!!! Eric , you must stand STRONG , ok . Don't treat yourself too hard (life is already so tough) ...just be HAPPY ..YEAH ~
Why should i feel sad and bad about all these ? Those who broke their promise and trust should feel ashame themselves..

Eric will move on and take this opportunity to learn more about life , about the meaning of friendship. It is a growing experience for me within me . For those who HURT Eric , i Thank you for the life experience you've given to me..i will not balame you// i will live stronger than before .

Eric , you must not CRY , you must not be ANGRY ...everythign happen for a reason , cause & effect . .it's just part of your life ...i will take it as it is

Special Moments...

On the way to work...saw 2 "special" stuffs along the way :

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IT was drizzling outside and weather is cold..saw a middle-age mother pushing a stroller (inside with a baby)...she placed the entire umbralla on top of the stroller to ensure babay is dry...while herself is wet ..Wow , this is indeed a great Mother's LOVE !

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A Indian man was walking towards me along the pavement..(from a far distance ) i notice that he do not have his left arm !! While we walk towards each other , then i start to smile to myself and slightly knock my own head..haha.

the Indain man walk past me , his left arm placed behind his back !!! Oh my eye play trick on me ...from far away is like no arm like that ..lol

Picture Times ...

Nata Fun Packaging with "BIG MOUTH" man ?