Memories of 2 malay friends

Last year is indeed a year of "Malay cherry Blossom" for me as i had encountered 2 Malay ladies ...

(1) Adarina (aka Rina)

She work at my company , same shift , as a new cleaner in my Dept. So she had to see me daily to get my signature for the tasked completed. she is beautiful and had caught my heart deeply.

"Hi, i am Eric ~ nice to meet you , next time got chance we go out for coffee"

"Want go out for movie together also can.." she replied giggling like a small kid..cute smile ( i cannot forget how we meet)

Its love at 1st sight and year 2007 is my 7th years of marraige (so start to itch ??)!!

Slowly , we grew from normal friend to lover stage and was together (secretly) for 6 months. Oh mine !! she is married with 2 kids , husband is still around but her family is poor as her husband could not provide her enough...and had to work , work work for more $ , so no time for her. I am different as i had the time and $ for her ... we got alot of things in common , we are the same age and our thinking are all alike . I can feel the love feeling of datuing once again from her being together....Good times never last and our relationship is certainly not healthy as both of us are married with children...in the end come the time of break off. We do not argue or quarrel during the break off...just slowly stop seeing each other and she did replied me that she too miss me. I had made a scrap book contains many of our photos and passed to her as valentine day gift for memory

She had went off ...she quit her job....i sms her but no more reply...
Rina is nothing but more of a memory to me in my heart now

Suddenly received a sms from her @ last day of year 2007 (31/12/2007)

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star , How is Eric doing so far ?

I feel so happy to hear from her but she do not reply my call /sms anymore

A final sms from her on my birthday :

Hi Eric Pls don't get the wrong idea. I am not hurting you. I still remember those memories when we together :-) I feel guilty about myself Eric ! We should've not start it. It's a big sin!

till today..., her handphone contact (98572349) had changed - no longer in service
I still miss Rina ...all those memorable time that we spent together even though they are short period , You will always remain within my heart !

To say "Hello " if i see her again ? Yes , definately

(2) Suliana (aka Nana)
After Rina left, another 18 years old malay girl walk into my life. she occupy my empty heart since Rina had left ...i know her like 3 months...but then there is no love feeling between us .

We meet in KK hospital , same ward when she admitted her son .that time Benson was having high fever and was awarded 5 days.

I sympathy on her as she is a single mother (husband run away) with a 6 mths old baby (Name: Ahmad). Such a young age now had to shoulder this type of heavy burden ..really pity her. I contact her for about 2 months and now no more..

I believe she do not treasure this friendship as she always had to ask $ for hari raya , baby sick , dental pain , fever no $ see doctor..etc..end up just simply change her handphone number (82502085) and run away without paying back all the help she get. I even had bought for her a necklace +cake for her birthday , a pair of shoe for hari raya , a big teddy bear for christmas ..etc

Frankly speaking, i do not miss her much. Just disappointed that she do not value our friendship and run away juz like that..forget it lah

To say "Hello" if i see her again ? NO !!