Excitment --> Disappointment

Nice Van

This morning while waitng th the traffic light junction , suddenly my eyes caught something interesting ~ its a Nice colourful mini-bus spotted at Yishun St -11 (near my in-law place)

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Fun hat

Then on my way home to sembawang , again at another traffic junction...spotted another thing.
~ This time is a small boy cycling...what 's so funny about this ?? Look carefully what is on his head. Yeah !! he is wearing a special UMBRALLA CAP (totally hands-free). His both hands are on the bicycle handle ..1st time i see this type of special fun hat

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Dinner meet up planning for 20/3/08 (Thursday)

Thursday i suppose to take care of Benson b bringing him home at 12.25pm after class. However , i have ask my mother-in-law to help for child care when i need to go meet up Christy.

My mother-in-law is very helpful and she tell me that she will go fetch Benson fom the nursery at 12.25pm so that i will not need to rush. (Actually i propose to her that i will bring hi over to Yishun then i go straight to Orchard)

Yeah , Child care finally had been settled. Im ready for the fun and nice diner to Orchard.

Had even call up Hatori and plan together with him where to eat , and we decided Plaza Singapura . With all the contact and planning done , i am waiting to go for the FUN meeting time

Actually today i have been excited to meet Christy , Hatori + C(ro-g). I plan and organise this event and i have high expection for this outing ....but end up Christy had to cancelled last minutes as she can't make it , due to her tight schedule. Initially , i still feel okay..then called up Hatori and c(ro-g) to inform them about it . Hatori just wake up and he mention will nto meet me as he still got work to do [alright then . i place my hope on c(ro-g)].

However, c(ro-g) was going out and she's busy with her friends. Too bad i'm not invited cuz they went to watch horror movie and i don't like GHOST show. This is in the afternoon. So i'm thinking to myself , "Still have c(ro-g) to go out for dinner wih me later in evening time..i place my hope on this ...but end up c(ro-g) also did not contact me after sms me saying that she is in Causeway point.

I waited patiently and at the same time occupy my mind doing the blog background..until i feel so hungry at 7pm+ . Still no call ,i'm feeling lonely at home and sad at the same time. Tonight i have actually looking foward towards a great dinner evening but END UP this way...HOME ALONE.. ain't going anywhere ~ yes ! its a great dispointment. Sign ** I should not have high expection on this outing event , if not i will not feel so dis-hearted being left alone


This evening is a long and lonely one for me ...alone eating the hong kong noodle , which had increased price from $4 to now $4.50 !!

What a day to end with my heart feeling emo..you will understand the feeling where friends are not with you ~ and only me facing the 4 wall inside my tiny room..A suppose expected GREAT ecited day end up as a BIG Dispointment evening for me..Maybe i should not have too much high hope in future outing ?? Then i will not feel so sad and left out ~ Why i feel this way , maybe i value friendship too much loh ...CRAZY ERIC !!

At this point i wrote here...my heart is crying silently in the middle of the lonely cold nite ~