A special gift

I was rude and calculative towards c(ro-g). I have realise my mistake now for havving such a noob attitude. As part of my apology , here's the special gift for you ...Saiyuki Reload Manga (book 2 , english version)

I went to few places then manage to get this book 2. wonderng why book 2 so short of stock ? Anyway, my effort does pay when i finally found it !! Yeah , mission achieved !

This is the book 2 that you miss out in your collecton from 1-6 . I hope we can meet up soon to hand this manag gift over to you for your pleasure reading

"Whatever i do , i do it for you !"

How about you, ask yourself do you value our friendship ?

A surprise SMS

Did not expect "R" to sms or return anymore $ (in fact , had given up hope for this friendship already)

I go out of the house to go fetch Benson , But i forgot to bring my hp out. Nevermind lah , not expecting any important call , so its okay

suddenly...when i return back home , i was surprise to see a msg from "R". I really never expect him to response anymore ..

"Hello Eric..sorry to tell you that i'm working today and we are not able to meet . Bad news I lost my wallet last few days , I am telling you the truth Eric ! I need to replace m new IC , lost $40 , POSB atm card and others too. I need you to giveme another 2 more weeks to pay your $600 , is it ok ? Hope you are doing fine with your family. Take care of yourself..."

This is my reply back :

Ok ,shall we meet on XXX for a simple dinner then you can pass to me cash $600 , is it ok for you , "R" ?

So it is set another new date , to settle the $ 2 weeks later...Will "R" pay back as what he promise this time ? or is it just another "Time delay for you to forget" old trick? Lets cross our finger...and see what happen next.

i have learned "how NOT to be STUPID"

Send Benson to nursery , was late for 1-2 minutes and the door is close. Another parent also bring her boy there...so when the teacher open the door , only saw me and let benson go in. She did not saw the other parent and boy ..then close the door knocking into the boy's head lightly !!

Wow ...the Malay teacher qickly apologise to that mother , lol
Lucky her boy was not badly hurt .


Then receive a call from Gary ~ ask to go out for a cup of ice barkley (he exlain weather is hot and heaty , drink barkley is good)..okay , i got some time and he come Yishun fetch me and we go woodlands (Vista Point) coffee shop for some drink and chit chat.

Then he send me back to Sembawang.

I have send a reminder to "R" ask him to settle the $ , if he still sincere to do so by today. Otherwise , tomorrow he will receive a FINAL msg from me , to break off the friendship ~ this type of friend throw is better...cannot be trusted at all !! (just forget it)

As for "C" , after being played out by her waitng 2 hours for nothing...i have been thinking of this friendship too. KEEP or THROW ??

I decide to KEEP and be patience with her ...(maybe i more patient with lady ? hehe..)
I stil value her friendship ,despite what she had done to me (fly aeroplane ?)

Never mind ~ forgive and forget loh ` but next time meet up , i have to be more careful so that will not wasted anymore time waiting for nothing

What i have learned..

I have learned not to anyhow take out $$ to help anymore..For beng kind or whatever nonsence reasons ... it doesn't pay.

Sorry to say that if there is nothing beneficial (or nothing to gain) to myself , i will never do it anymore ..WHATEVER agreement/promise , need to settle & deal on the spot - TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT !! (cannot depend on TRUST anymore) Otherwise in the end the one get hurt always end up myself ...help others but never help myself , so stupid !Finally Eric had grow and wake up , at last ~

I must not be ANGRY

"Eric..You must not be ANGRY...ok ?"
~ I Keep telling myself inside my head...keep repeating ...stay relax , think postive..it is very hard , very emo , mixed feeling inside me ..what had happen ?

2 really bad things happen to me today.......When you kind to people , others always "BULLY" and take advantage of you...talking about true friendship nowsaday.. *sign* hard to find de !

(1)
A friend of mine - "R" , few months ago borrow $1200 to help out his family crisis. I trust him and lend it to him cuz friends should always help each other when in need right ? then beginning of this month ,he agre to pay $600 by 25 march , and $600 next month. So i wait and trust his word since he promise me on this date..end up i'm being Betray by him !! ..."R" totally avoid my call and went disappear !! What about the trust ?? its all bull shit ! ...what kind of friendship is this ??? So sad such a thng can happen,,,i help him , he just run away ..

(2)
Then on same day , suppose to meet another friend - "C" at Sembawang MRT at 2.30pm sharp. We had arrange to meet up and then go for KFC meal. Arrangement had been a week ago.
I was there at 2.15pm , i wait...wait ...then received a sms "on the way" (good , C is coming) after like waiitng for half an hour...C is late ! nvm , as long can come as agree , then still okay.

1 hour passed...1.5 hours passed..."Where are you" another message from C. I reply say wait at control room outside...see noone there...i continue to wait until 2 hours..Where are you , C ?? WHAT happen ?? why make me wait 2 hour , then you also just disappear ??? Call your hp also dun want answer ??? What have i done to derserve this ?? this is a 2nd major blow to me ~~ i almost broke down in emo...so sad , so angry , so hated those friend who broke thier trust and promise ...those who take me for granted ...i am like a stupid fool

NEVER-MIND !!!! Eric , you must stand STRONG , ok . Don't treat yourself too hard (life is already so tough) ...just be HAPPY ..YEAH ~
Why should i feel sad and bad about all these ? Those who broke their promise and trust should feel ashame themselves..

Eric will move on and take this opportunity to learn more about life , about the meaning of friendship. It is a growing experience for me within me . For those who HURT Eric , i Thank you for the life experience you've given to me..i will not balame you// i will live stronger than before .

Eric , you must not CRY , you must not be ANGRY ...everythign happen for a reason , cause & effect . .it's just part of your life ...i will take it as it is


Special Moments...

On the way to work...saw 2 "special" stuffs along the way :

(1)
IT was drizzling outside and weather is cold..saw a middle-age mother pushing a stroller (inside with a baby)...she placed the entire umbralla on top of the stroller to ensure babay is dry...while herself is wet ..Wow , this is indeed a great Mother's LOVE !

(2)
A Indian man was walking towards me along the pavement..(from a far distance ) i notice that he do not have his left arm !! While we walk towards each other , then i start to smile to myself and slightly knock my own head..haha.

the Indain man walk past me , his left arm placed behind his back !!! Oh my eye play trick on me ...from far away is like no arm like that ..lol

Picture Times ...

Nata Fun Packaging with "BIG MOUTH" man ?




KFC fomula..




UFO Ballons attack our Company's office ?
~ in celebration of 30th anniversary

Eric is 'Karang-Guni' man !!

Store room is super messy , so i cleared up those old newspaper and packed them into 2 large packets . My wife's bicycle brake had worn off so i use this bike carry those newspaper load and cycle slowly to the nearby factory to sell them to the kurang-Guni HQ outlet. the bicycle repair shop is nearby too. In front basket load 1 pack and back seat bundle and tied up another pack of newspaper. haha , i ready look like the kurang-Guni man ..lol The best part is with the heavy load , i still can use 1 hand carry handphone and chat with c(ro-g). Load too heavy, so i use 1 leg to "paddle " along the ground and another leg on the bike's peddle...moved like a slow crouch ~ to the factory !

My load weighs up to 21KG ..WOW !! Old newspaper price goes up again...now is 24cents/kg (previous month is only 19cents/kg)...WOW ~ i sold it for $5 +. Then down there saw the man load a super heavy metal motor box ...Guess what ! its 125 kg !!! (like a elephant wor ~)

Today evening suppose to attend my ex-girlfriend (secondary sch time) youngest daughter 6 yrs old birthday party at Bedok area. Mm...she nows stay in a private bunglow house wor..super rich! But something happen in my family (do not wish to elabrate here) ..end up we unable to go.

Evening time received a call from c(ro-g) making a survey with me with her Design and Technology project..wow ...her voice is so sweet..hehe

Excitment --> Disappointment

Nice Van

This morning while waitng th the traffic light junction , suddenly my eyes caught something interesting ~ its a Nice colourful mini-bus spotted at Yishun St -11 (near my in-law place)

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Fun hat

Then on my way home to sembawang , again at another traffic junction...spotted another thing.
~ This time is a small boy cycling...what 's so funny about this ?? Look carefully what is on his head. Yeah !! he is wearing a special UMBRALLA CAP (totally hands-free). His both hands are on the bicycle handle ..1st time i see this type of special fun hat

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Dinner meet up planning for 20/3/08 (Thursday)

Thursday i suppose to take care of Benson b bringing him home at 12.25pm after class. However , i have ask my mother-in-law to help for child care when i need to go meet up Christy.

My mother-in-law is very helpful and she tell me that she will go fetch Benson fom the nursery at 12.25pm so that i will not need to rush. (Actually i propose to her that i will bring hi over to Yishun then i go straight to Orchard)

Yeah , Child care finally had been settled. Im ready for the fun and nice diner to Orchard.

Had even call up Hatori and plan together with him where to eat , and we decided Plaza Singapura . With all the contact and planning done , i am waiting to go for the FUN meeting time

Actually today i have been excited to meet Christy , Hatori + C(ro-g). I plan and organise this event and i have high expection for this outing ....but end up Christy had to cancelled last minutes as she can't make it , due to her tight schedule. Initially , i still feel okay..then called up Hatori and c(ro-g) to inform them about it . Hatori just wake up and he mention will nto meet me as he still got work to do [alright then . i place my hope on c(ro-g)].

However, c(ro-g) was going out and she's busy with her friends. Too bad i'm not invited cuz they went to watch horror movie and i don't like GHOST show. This is in the afternoon. So i'm thinking to myself , "Still have c(ro-g) to go out for dinner wih me later in evening time..i place my hope on this ...but end up c(ro-g) also did not contact me after sms me saying that she is in Causeway point.

I waited patiently and at the same time occupy my mind doing the blog background..until i feel so hungry at 7pm+ . Still no call ,i'm feeling lonely at home and sad at the same time. Tonight i have actually looking foward towards a great dinner evening but END UP this way...HOME ALONE.. ain't going anywhere ~ yes ! its a great dispointment. Sign ** I should not have high expection on this outing event , if not i will not feel so dis-hearted being left alone


This evening is a long and lonely one for me ...alone eating the hong kong noodle , which had increased price from $4 to now $4.50 !!

What a day to end with my heart feeling emo..you will understand the feeling where friends are not with you ~ and only me facing the 4 wall inside my tiny room..A suppose expected GREAT ecited day end up as a BIG Dispointment evening for me..Maybe i should not have too much high hope in future outing ?? Then i will not feel so sad and left out ~ Why i feel this way , maybe i value friendship too much loh ...CRAZY ERIC !!

At this point i wrote here...my heart is crying silently in the middle of the lonely cold nite ~

New "!st Love" background

Today suppose to go out for a nice dinner but last minute the appointment was cancelled. Both Hatori and C(ro-g) also too busy to spent time with me , so i stay at home trying out various background template...In fact i had try out at least 5 different designs..either the pictures not nice , colour too dark that affect the blog's wording (hard to read) , or the pictures too small ~ cannot cover entire screen. I got hard time trying and learning myself those HTML and i also don't like the pictures to repeat itself either horizontally or vertically.

After few hours of hard time ...with my back now aching....Finally i choose the simple white background "FIRST LOVE" ~ Oh yeah , i simple like the feel of 1st love ~ that type of natural romantic emotion feel within the heart ~ so sweet. Even though its still plain as HELL (i know) , but at least it does spice up a little on the background. In fact , i 'm quite satisfy with it myself ~ HEY ! at least i do it all by myself de~~ without anyone helping me ..haha

Hope you guys like it too ~
This is dedicated specially to a special Girl who had given me the sweet love feeling that happen so naturally within me , Thank you for everything that we had shared. I appreciate it !

WOw !! its 7pm now , no wonder me feel so hungry ~ now go pack my favourite honk kong noodle to eat ..

Another day then arrange dinner outing for Chrsity and group again ~ looking foward for that day to come soon , lol